差唔多考完試lu :(
但其實仲有科中史 係最最最最大獲的-,-

除左個"唉"字我諗唔到第二個字可以表達到我既心情
科科都考得唔係咁好=0=
econ同geog越諗越錯得勁...
ue又唔係好肯定自己考成點
中化真係唔知呢科點讀...今日真係以考試形式作實用文....先至發現唔係好知呢份卷要求我做d乜 :(
閱讀理解又做唔切...最後15分鐘仲有3篇未做=3= 玩咩!!?

唔知點形容呢.... 問自己有無盡力考好今次個試...又好似無=3=
但又有努力過..!! 努力過但無盡力....好矛盾

其實份份卷我都扮到好接近al既要求
人地加紙我又寫到加紙為止
但深知道自己寫左好多好垃圾既野
好似溫左d乜就寫d乜既感覺 無組織 無思考
好唔掂

就黎真係變左舊垃圾架喇我:(
一年之後既呢個時候就差唔多要考架喇
但我依家出去真係死緊啦~

有時會幻想自己放棄既情形 之後好驚自己真係會放棄
有人同我講 唔好再諗咁多 諗得多會幻想成真XDD

呢排除左考試都諗左好多野:(
有時覺得呢個世界好奇怪,人類好奇怪=0=
好多野都好複雜XD
以為知得最多野果個係自己,原來蒙在鼓裡果個偏偏係自己....哈哈=_=
有d野真係唔想知,但偏偏知道左,但我無得揀

the end of the xmas holiday

整個假期總共有六日係去過自修室
其中一日失敗左T_T 坐左2個幾鐘就走XD
不過都好啦..! hea得黎都總算努力過~__~

聽日考econ啦 :( 三個鐘頭.唔知會唔會唔識做坐左係度呢=3=

連續五日都要考試..唔知死得未呢 :(

R.I.P....

又是年尾的時候

2009,轉變大的一年

年頭是會考
天天都是讀書天;)
好忐忑,唔想放棄,但其實果陣已經開始洩氣
溫書,只係為左責任
只係想keep住d成績..已經唔奢求有咩進步了

mock考得非常樣衰-,-
雖然繼續有喊 :( 但其實心入面已經有d麻目=v=
study leave繼續為責任而讀書..然後會考:)

會考其實都算幾幸運
好多份卷都比想像中簡單
當然亦有失望的地方

會考完了!!!!
拼命去玩!!!!XDD
亦開始左我fing錢既生涯!

幸好搵到一份工 有d收入
得到經驗 但就失去左玩樂既時光
不過都算值得=)

八月放榜!!好矛盾的一個月:(
竟然走左:( 我自己都有d意想唔到!
從來無同人講過要走..只係有講過升唔到中六咁點=v=
但自己就真係有諗過,亦同屋企人有共識,有廿一分就走!(但其實無諗過有廿一分,所以都係無諗過要走= =)

收到張紙,個心好亂!!
依家諗返,呢個決定係一時衝動多於仔細考慮!

不過都已經唔再重要
因為依家都無後悔走過黎

來到ktc...接觸到好多令我眼界大開既人事物...
識到新既朋友,擴闊我既社交網絡:)

ktc既同學來自五湖四海
有同學住將軍澳,有同學住觀塘,有同學住天水圍,有同學住小西灣,有同學住柴灣,有同學住東涌....
令我接觸到香港唔同地區既文化XD而每區既同學都好似有同一種氣息.好特別

唯一令我感到挫敗既大概係學業啦
AL的確係一個墳墓=3=
課程本身已經係深,我仲要係keep住會考果排洩氣中既speed= =

睇一個30分朋友既fb's note
"no AL
coz i've already lost my motivation to study hard for public examination
lost my motivation to fight physics like wt i did in CE with amaths "

好明白lost motivation呢個心情 因為我都係=v=
但...我始終要面對AL

回顧過去,總覺得以前既自己較簡單

有人話放榜果刻覺得自己分數好高
但依家呢刻覺得平凡不過
我好同意的
中英文5*既同學很多,同班maths B既同學都多不勝數
geog econ A既同學亦好多
問人會考幾多分,23,24,25,26,27...............
啊...!好難得先搵到個同自己同分=,=
漸漸都唔敢再問人....被人問既話都好尷尬@@

原來自己係咁渺小,咁失敗!
有時候連自己都睇唔起自己
反而有同學同我講"無關係ge" "入左黎就全部人重新開始嫁啦" "入到黎咪得囉!上年5A果個都係廿一分之嘛"
好感動=p 好多謝!雖然知道只係安慰既說話

直到近日收到一個repeat同學既聖誕卡
上面寫"18分 科科c晒 咁就好了"
我先至發覺....原來之前既自己都有著呢個簡簡單單既願望
得到了,越過了,又覺得唔足夠
人總是得一想二

唉呀!每年呢個時候都諗好多野:(
仲有好多書未溫
下個禮拜ge呢個時候得返兩科listening同中史未考= =

今次考試唔洗問我會唔會死
因為係死緊-v-
只希望唔好死得太嚴重 唔好升唔到班=(

"機會只係留俾有準備的人"
諗起呢句說話就慚愧了,為何我次次都準備不足?

第一次咁無信心去考試:(

點都好啦!希望2010年自己,我的家人,朋友全部都好好好好好:)
HAPPY NEW YR!

第一年聖誕假無功課做
真係一樣都無=.=
但比從前更唔識得善用時間

我死緊啦XDDD
就黎死就黎死就黎死=P

咦原來今個聖誕我無病到
好少聖誕節會身體健康XD
不過個腦一d都唔健康-,-

中史....如果可以恨你 全力痛恨你-_-

Christmas When You Were Mine

Please take down the mistletoe
Cause I don't wanna think about that right now
Cause everything I want is miles away
In a snow covered little town
My momma's in the kitchen, worrying about me
Season's greetings, hope you're well
Well I'm doing alright
If you were wondering
Lately I can never tell

I know this shouldn't be a lonely time
But there were Christmases when you were mine

I've been doing fine without you, really
Up until the nights got cold
And everybody's here, except you, baby
Seems like everyone's got someone to hold

But for me it's just a lonely time
Cause there were Christmases when you were mine

Merry Christmas everybody
That'll have to be something I just say this year
I'll bet you got your mom another sweater
And were your cousins late again
When you were putting up the lights this year
Did you notice one less pair of hands

I know this shouldn't be a lonely time
But there were Christmases when I didn't wonder how you are tonight
Cause there were Christmases when you were mine

You were mine

唉...希望自己生生性性...
認真d應付黎緊考試=P 加油!!